Friday, May 1, 2009

Lately i thot a lot about breaking up with him.

i Just don't know why..

Is it that due to my love for him have fade away? (which i doubt)

Or is it due to our relationship has drifted far away?

or is it due to him neglect about me?

I dunno.. i am reli confused.

But here is my story...

He asked me to give him 2 months for him to prove himself.

I agreed and tried to understand him but he totally neglect me as his girlfren.

he dont confide in me. Im just like transparent to him.

He always wanted me to understand him but who to understand me?

Where was he when i wanted someone to talk to?

I did tried to talk things out.

Many times. But end up, i was shouted at, scold at, blamed at.

I keep it to myself, i pull it through coz deep down me i noe i love him.

I wanted to give him chance. End up I was the one tearing.

Where do i really stand?

After all that we went through what is it reli that matters to him?

I dunno.....

I'm CONFUSED..

? . kiss my smoky lips baby 5/01/2009 08:11:00 PM

its all DEE