Friday, July 10, 2009

hey im back babes...

long time from my entry...

its been a while since i spent tym with him..

only us together go dating..

long long time..

haix...

then when i check his phone lots of girls no..

i dun wanna noe...

i oso dun noe wat to think...

but he swear beg at me saying he didnt do anything stupid..

i dunno all this empty saying..

haiya..

anyways lotsa problem at home..

i cant stand a sight at home..

i feel like crying and swearing..

i dont understand..whatever i did all wrong..

they swear on me say im useless la..

no point being a girl..

i dunno la...

when whatever i did is all for them ...

when i run away i dun wanna let anyone noe...

no one..

at all...

i feel like standing on top of mountain..

AND SCREAM ON TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNG!!!!!

UUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ok dee, take a deep breathe in,

out, breathe in, out..

relax..

and smile!!!!

haiya..

SMILE!!!

Labels: Life Is about Pretending, Life is unfair

? . kiss my smoky lips baby 7/10/2009 10:16:00 PM

its all DEE