Thursday, December 10, 2009

To: whom it may concern

I know u guys care for me and concern for me..

yes this few days im pulling myself away..

not only in skol..

but also at home.

i dun talk.

i kept quiet and like lost.

but u were giving me cold shoulders instead of pulling me up..

i noe u were mad,

but i myself mad at myself even more..

the hatred in me.

its nt that i dun wanna share..

well til i open up den i say.

u dun expect things to stay the same always..

wen i read those msgs,

i teared away.

like as if i dun care abt ur feelings.

I HATE IT WEN PPL GIVE ME COLD SHOULDERS..

say it den hide it..

but i undeerstand u too well that i just kept quiet.

u r who u r..

i love u still

cz u guys are always there for me without fail..

i appreciate that..

but im making a comeback for myself.

myself as a bubbly crazy idiot person.

i wish i could say this to u but i had no guts to.

i dunno why.

but i just wanna say i miss those good all time.

where PPG and MYOJo come together.

just praying to god that one day,

ur cold shoulders may be warm again

for me to lean on.

For all my girls, i love u so much.

And i Miss u too..

I promise i make a comeback...

? . kiss my smoky lips baby 12/10/2009 10:48:00 PM

its all DEE