Sunday, December 21, 2008

well, recently i did not blog so much...

i just had no mood to talk...

ask me why...

too many things have been going thru my mind..

and i dont know how to put it at ease...

everything seems to be falling down...

and i seriously hate to stay at home facing all the crisis and dilemma that going on in here.

then i cant stand the sight of someone i dun like at home...

so far i did not mention..

i hated my stepdad for so long...

and each day it just grew stronger..

and its like a burden to carry those anger and hatred in me..

its really a burden i swear..

i try to give in to him, listen to wateva bullshit he said or whatever

but notink i do can meake me happy.

coz wateva i did neva seems to make him happy.

but i just had to hold on because of my mom.

i dun want my mum to always be in the middle.

i pitied her.

she always had to act as a mediator.

urgh. its been 9 years they got married

and their marriage is just worthless.

They owned it up too. All he lives is in LIES.

thats y i hate him. He always think that he is right.

When he is always wrong. I dun wanna talk about him.

Cz i just never seems to like him.

? . kiss my smoky lips baby 12/21/2008 07:03:00 PM

its all DEE