Sunday, January 17, 2010
Seriously speaking, im loving my life now.
Not regretting all the things that happen.
I believe everything happen for a reason.
and yes im very strong to pull through.
Aniway here i am once again blogging.
Many things happen,
and me and my family need to move oout from the house,
we already had a place to rent at bedok reservoir.
shaiks, travelling problem.
aniways, i will blog again soon.
today is damn sunday but im at home rotting and studyng
for fun peace joy and laughter,
and im so going to have an outing for u guys(my classsmates)
to the beach and enjoy ourself.
love from dee.
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 1/17/2010 10:11:00 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
To: whom it may concern
I know u guys care for me and concern for me..
yes this few days im pulling myself away..
not only in skol..
but also at home.
i dun talk.
i kept quiet and like lost.
but u were giving me cold shoulders instead of pulling me up..
i noe u were mad,
but i myself mad at myself even more..
the hatred in me.
its nt that i dun wanna share..
well til i open up den i say.
u dun expect things to stay the same always..
wen i read those msgs,
i teared away.
like as if i dun care abt ur feelings.
I HATE IT WEN PPL GIVE ME COLD SHOULDERS..
say it den hide it..
but i undeerstand u too well that i just kept quiet.
u r who u r..
i love u still
cz u guys are always there for me without fail..
i appreciate that..
but im making a comeback for myself.
myself as a bubbly crazy idiot person.
i wish i could say this to u but i had no guts to.
i dunno why.
but i just wanna say i miss those good all time.
where PPG and MYOJo come together.
just praying to god that one day,
ur cold shoulders may be warm again
for me to lean on.
For all my girls, i love u so much.
And i Miss u too..
I promise i make a comeback...
Labels: There is always 2 side of story, there's more to life
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 12/10/2009 10:48:00 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
After sooo long, here i am again updating..
latest im single..
i dunno how it happen and
things happen so fast without u realised.
everyday i cried at every thot of him.
memories are so closed to me.
2 years 6 months why must i gave that up?
its not easy.
The one u love changed so much.
i know i was wrong.
wrong to you.
but never u want to give me second chance.
when u done so many wrongs,
no matter how untolerable, still i hold u,
hold our relationship
gave u chances
and love u as much as i could.
I done many things for u,
i change as best as i could to be like wat u wanted me to,
in the end u dump me and say u cant forgive me
and u cant accept me no more.
Yeah only u have feeliongs, i dont..
I hate you so much.
I dont miss you,
but i missed the moment we were together..
but it never lasted. sadly..
urgh. fuck off..
fuck you!!!
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 11/26/2009 08:59:00 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
even though i have the plenty of time to blog or check in my facebook acc,
i just too lazy to touch my lappy..
ouh man..
yesterday was fun..
we had primary school re-union cum hari raya gathering..
oh my so many changes and so many to catch up...
but one thing for sure, looks doesnt change
only that they grew taller, some still as short as they are..
haha..
abd obviously their behaviour..
many still the same, as quiet as they are, as loud and as sarcastic also have..
but one thing for sure,
it was a great gathering...
all are moving forward,,
still there are many yet we have too see..
haha..
i wonder how they are..
even went to our primary school teacher house,
oh my they still remember us..
cool..
obviously caused our batch had 15 classes..
haha..random..
cant wait for another outing next friday..
going to night safari..
looking forward..
got to go..
there's a basket of laundry that i need to fold..
oh my..
Labels: there's more to life
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 10/02/2009 06:27:00 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
fuyooo.
iTs been awhile since i blogged..
busy with attachment at KK, den Exam den another attachment at CGH..
and now holiday..
hari raya somemore..
just Wanna say slmat hari raya to all ppl..
Erm hope u guys forgive me for all the sins i created.. if i did to u..
hmm...
btw, results are out. and im so happy..
woohooo..
i pass all the subjects..
yipee....
and my GPA improving..
nt bad uh..
haha..
another news is, i cut my hairSHORT!!
real short before start of attachment at CGH..
so aisha and tina and few others have seen..
but nt my classmates..
wakakaka..
here i look like.. and comment hor..
loves..
i'll update soon, gotta rush to somewhere..
see you soon.jpg)
Labels: loads of crap
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 9/25/2009 04:35:00 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
hey pepz..
its been some time since i blogged..
yeah..busy with attachment..
ultimately..
with paediatrics, obstetric, gynaecology..
wooohoo...
last wk of attachment before exams..
sucks..
then attachment again..
when it is hari raya..
btw..
lotsa chnges have bn happening arnd me.
me and him hope this tym our relationship reli werks..
no matter what, i reli think LOVE IS BLIND...
no matter what i still love him..
crap..
and then also, haha..
i wanna HAVE A BABY!!!
but god didnt granted me,,
call me crazy..
wroking at KK,
drives me crazy with kids and babies..
make me want them more..
haha
kla im off to sleep..
loves..
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 8/11/2009 09:48:00 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
its been a while since i blog..
many things took place whithin this short period of tym..
i dunno if im single or not..
i oso dunno..my mind messed up..
btw been busy with attachment at KK..
wow..lotsa case i heard and i was surprised..
talk about it later..now sleepy buut i still wanna blog..
you knoe EVERYONE GOT FUCKING PROBLEM..
BUT YOU GOT FUCKING ATTITUDE..
THAT THE REASON Y!!!
YES IM BONDED THAT Y I GOT MONEY
BUT FUCKING SHIT I SUPPORT MY FUCKING SELF AND
I NEED TO PROVIDE FOR MY FUCKING FAMILY..
WHY YOU NEVER HAVE TRUE FRIENDS???
LOOK AT YOUR SELF..
YOU THOT ONLY ABT URSELF..
CMON LA..
IF YOU ARE SO GOOD WHY YOU DUN HAVE TRUE FRIENDS..
IM FUCKING TIRED TO TALK ABT THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN..
YOU ARE BIG ENUF!!!
THINK ABT IT!!!
I DUN BITCH I FRANKLY SPEAK THE FUCKING TRUTH...
ITS HOW YOU COPE WITH UR PROBLEMS..
I HAD SO MANY THINGS GOING ON BUT I CHEER MYSELF UP AND NOT SHOW FUCKING FACE..
YOU INVITE PROBLEMS TO YOURSLEF AND YOU WANT US TO CLEAR IT??
HARLOE!!!
TAKE THINGS RESPONSIBLY AND INITIATE LA...
NOT PPL KEEP TELLING YOU WHAT TO DO!!
YOU GOT NO BRAINS IS IT?
ONCE IN A WHILE CAN LA..
IF OFTEN YOU CAN KISS MY ASS OFF...
PLEASE LA..
GROW UP OK?
dun think ant urself.
its not onli u gt prob others too..
if u wanna tok abt it say it..
but if it the same problem u had, then what else can i say??
all the best to you..
i said my piece..
? . kiss my smoky lips baby 7/27/2009 11:35:00 PM
